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Wednesday 30 June 2021

My pasts are buried in my poems

Sometimes, as home-grown new
potatoes, in the raised beds
shallow and easy to lift

Sometimes, as in my childhood
planted deep by the farmer
for his tractor driven machine to turn over

Sometimes, as with my mother’s parents
my grandparents, set rich in the earth
looking down the valley, from their coffins

Although not all my pasts are buried, not yet

Sometimes I write about them
in a tense which may suggest
That they no longer inhabit my life

Sometimes I am more celebratory
Even wishing that they could be here
To share in with the good times

Sometimes the black dog catches up with me
Then I don’t think well of owt at all
However alluring my pasts deem themselves to be

Not all my pasts will be buried, no, not ever