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Sunday 31 October 2021

Community

Your email asks plenty questions
Of the registers of the voice
Of the chest resonator
Of the arch of the palette

Of course I do remember
Walking towards Rena
On the grass
Outside of our studio

Yes our studio, ours for the week
At the tip-top of my kingdom
Though for you, for many of you
It was a different country entirely

And for me a different life
Well outside my comfort zone
Among actors and theatre directors
Shouting out for the whole world to hear


 

Saturday 30 October 2021

Land & Imagination

Often I am alone
On the two-sided
Two-seater churchyard bench
But not today, no

For today it is a Sunday in June
When sons walk out with their mothers
And farm shops close, so no half-way
Provisions for this cyclist

I have flown across skies
Of this hue before
I have landed
In equally beautiful places

Where the tastes of youth
Attracted the flight
Where the lust of expectation 
Garnered the urgency

 

Friday 29 October 2021

Country Roads

And in that one moment
Watching
The Larkin documentary
I too was swept off to Beverley
Also to Ampleforth Abbey

In that one moment
I had risen from the sofa
To feel the sunshine
Thinking about being
Among writing friends

Of course, as with love
I would find an element
Of argument and discontent 
Fury and absence
In the Basildon Bond

En route to Rosedale
I witnessed 
A small village funeral
Carried out with some style
Later, on a private drive

With calypso-coloured
Rhododendrons
I surreptitiously drove towards
A restored country house
And in that one moment

I had entered
A new world order
Built from the success
Of wistful, wishful, absent-minded
Sunday afternoon thinking


Thursday 28 October 2021

Bread & Cheese

Still-life is still life isn’t it
Around the eggshell egg the air still moves
Inside the egg equilibrium tries to settle

On the reflective tray the tomatoes wait
If we also waited, if we waited long enough
The reflections change, change and decay

With a backdrop of nothingness
And a foreground, edged-off, much the same
What we see is in pure suspension

One artist did the decent thing
His objects hung (quince et al) on lengths of twine
Or string as we might say in the western world

The western world of the playboy
Who could well have featured in a still-life
That is, still life as a portrait

The playboy (the object) being hungover to dry
By the grip of his dominant father
Who may well have eaten the ploughman’s lunch

Which is the image, homed in on
In today’s exhibition


Wednesday 27 October 2021

Ongoing Inkscape

I do not give up going to that place
That place of so so many places
Of many seashores
And many mountains
Of many fertile fields
And many baron deserts

I do not give up asking questions
Questions mostly of myself
Why do I choose to go there
Why do I need to go there
What do I hope to gather by going there
What do I hope to give you by going there

And, if as I hear
You want for nothing
What might that gift of
Nothing consist of
Do you honestly want to know nothing
Of my thoughts

Do you seriously want to know nothing
Of my actions
Is there truly nothing in my imagination
To interest you
Is there then nothing in my firmament
To convince you


Tuesday 26 October 2021

Incomplete Escape,

Steel away
To the two-seater, two-sided chair
Steal away
To yesterday’s day’s awakenings
Doors opening, doors closing
Footsteps up and down the stairs
No more than an idea
Soft voices, distant voices, uncomplicated voices
Soft grass, dry grass, non-too difficult verges
Sit awhile
Sit a while longer
Take out your paper and pencil
Write of the imagination
How, nowadays
You can’t quite complete the picture
The sketch then has to be left half-undone
As, if you recall, was your way of doing
In most things which you tackled


Monday 25 October 2021

Raindrops Light Stops

Raindrops slide down the window pain
Strains on the silence
Between the droplets dropping from the leaves

If the sleepy mind should find shelter
Heater-skelter to and from the quiet
Hanging on to the light of early night

Why and what again to ask why
And why those erstwhile distant memories
Amount to such a significant part of life

It is a long light
This night-light of the north
It brings a stillness still to delight
To an insight, with which
Steadily to go forth

It is a quiet light
This light of late evening
It brings shadow to shade the fight
The will’s right, with which
To continue the grieving


Sunday 24 October 2021

Existential Exterior

The eyes wonder
That is, the back of the eyes wonder
The feet plod
That is, the moccasin shod feet plod

In this way
I have my own out of body experience
Just as yesterday, in the car
Crossing the bridge over the River Trent

The rain falls
Raindrops splash up six inches or so
From the automobile’s shiny black roof
A water and tin symphony, in Lincolnshire

In Yorkshire, Headingley to be precise
The cricket test match is in progress
I sit here, listening
Witnessing my ears ringing, my blood flowing

Soon it will be 4:30
I have backed a one-hundred-to-one outsider
In the Derby; I picked it because of its name
Zabriskie, which reminded me of Pink Floyd


Saturday 23 October 2021

Road Rage

A black Americano
Of the Insomnia blend
On the way to the dentist
To see a dear old friend

Who wrote poems climbing bridges
And poems climbing trees
Now she is a mother
Who lives her life on the breeze

Or so it seems from a distance
To be distant can be a relief
Also to see my daughter
For whom work is her daily thief

The career is what careers you
Takes time when time is all you have
Working to someone others programme
Oh to be at home, soaking in the bath


Friday 22 October 2021

Interior

Pebbles, in the flower bowl
Grey ones, pink ones
Rounded from stone

Do they talk
From top to bottom 
From inside to out

Do they walk
From left to right
From dark to light

Pebbles, in the flower bowl
Plain ones, speckled ones
Separate, together, alone

Do they drink
Alcohol, or alcohol-free
Ice cold from the fridge

Do they smoke
Regular, or a cannabis mix
As inhaled on Bluestone Ridge


Thursday 21 October 2021

As Well

You might wonder
As well might I, of
The weather in the Tundra
And the Icelandic green sky

You may consider
As well may I, of
The blues of the oceans
And the way lands lie

You could spare a thought
And so could I, for
The whales in the Orkneys
And the fish which die

You should take a moment
And so should I, for
The time and the place
Which pass us close by


 

Wednesday 20 October 2021

Sky

A sky blue table
And sky blue chair
A sky blue door
Who might live there

A sky blue sky
And sky blue sea (almost)
A sky blue thought
Hope is here, at the coast

A red blue tanker
Out at sea
A red blue vessel
Anchored deceptively

A red blue ferry
Across the flow
A blue red scurry
For you kind folks to know
 


Tuesday 19 October 2021

Gratuitous

It is a bit like
The Spanish inquisition
All of these questions
About family relationships

What are you scared of
What are you hiding
Don’t you understand
The importance of family

So why are you embarrassed
Why can’t you be normal
What’s wrong with you
Go on, tell me why don’t you


Monday 18 October 2021

Gratification

The rains came

As I sat

Eating my fruit scone

With sumptuous jam, and clotted cream


Raindrops bounced

On the Cornish slate pathway

Leading down the English garden

To a place of mystery just beyond


This was a Tuesday

Now we’re heading for a Thursday

With sunlight shining

At the start of the day


Sunday 17 October 2021

Delayed Gratification

The rains are due
But they are not with us yet
As the helicopter flies overhead
And the Japanese Garden is booked

So now it’s time for a shower
Also to brush my teeth
And take my prescription medication
Before the day can truly begin


Saturday 16 October 2021

Relationships

It’s 10:30 on a Monday
And I’m a long long way from home
We were surfing on the Sunday
But that moment’s well and truly gone

There’s no petrol at the station
Panic buying has done us wrong
We hadn’t reached our allocation
Before the banging of the gong

It’s Amy on the stereo
She sure was taken, way too young
Like Hemingway at the rodeo
The words tripped off her tongue

We all go back to each other
It’s the way our society is run
Stand right by your brother
In the full light of the sun

It’s 10:30 on a Monday
In the full light of the sun
We were surfing on the Sunday
But that moment’s well and truly gone


Friday 15 October 2021

Famine

What spirit takes you
What spirit am I
What spirit makes you
Act the way you do

In what way do you need me
To be the way I am
With what evils do you feed me
To make me understand

You say that I ignore you
As if you are not there
You say that I don’t listen
And hardly ever care

The spirit is going on vacation
All of your light will be down to you
The spirit is of one nation
Which sure as hell does include you


Thursday 14 October 2021

Feast

The salt lamp
With its non-intrusive glow
Bathes the room
With an aura of love
Forever to be a memory
Of Manchester, with
Its Grayson Perry exhibition
And Canal Street cocktails
Let alone the savoury treacle chips


Wednesday 13 October 2021

Holding On

Aeroplane, bird, car
Pencil lead propelled
Blue bird, grey bird
Names withheld
Due to lack of knowledge

Helicopter, pigeon, ambulance
Chimney smoke expelled
Red bird; Robin
Some names return
Due to intransigent memory


Tuesday 12 October 2021

Tremulous

Water crashes down
Startling the poet
Whose heart beats heavy
With the expediency of love


Monday 11 October 2021

Watching On

One robin
Two pigeons
Is it a stand-off
Or dare they square

How much washing
Can one robin do
With how much patience
Will the pigeon coo


Sunday 10 October 2021

Boxed In

Oh bugger
For no reason
Other than
That the moment has gone

Oh sugar
To please them
Now that
The movement moves on

Oh mugger
To tease one
With snatches of song

Oh slugger
To freeze Sonny Liston
Now Ali has wronged


Saturday 9 October 2021

Gambler’s Synonymous

If this isn’t heaven
Then where might it be
If this is the measure
Then how far out to sea

If the sun on my back
Helps the tall grasses grow
If theirs is the future
Then what might I know

If the roar of the engine
Breaks no calm at all
If light turns to shadow
Then how do the dice roll


Friday 8 October 2021

Urban Urbane

Direct in line
And all around
For three hundred and sixty degrees

Red bricks and white double-glazed windows
Grey slates and silver wood-burner chimneys
Green trees by greener hedges and bushes

Above
A cotton canopy concertinas
As the wind forcefully replaces the breeze

Ever so silent, silent now
I wait for the grey clouds
Watch the peace slowly pass by


Thursday 7 October 2021

Holding On, Letting Go

These are the greens
Also the mauves and yellows
Of autumn on the cusp of summer

This is the relief
Of the red flamed dimensions
With the passions of spring

Those are the supports
Fixings for the canopy
Which blows through to winter

They are the ropes
And hooks and leverages
That are here for the season


Wednesday 6 October 2021

The Easy Way Is Up

This is the day
One week
Of birthday celebrations
Later

Circling
The inner and outer
For the hotel
With the same name

This is the reflection
Of city
And seaside town
Each to their own

But first to say
Esplanade Gardens
And England’s first
Funicular railway

Those Victorians
Sure had
A sense of style
Which we celebrate on this day


Tuesday 5 October 2021

Creating Past Creations

Saturday morning
Health spa
Then golf club for breakfast

No sea view
Or walkers on the promenade
Instead cars, cars of every kind

A cup of top quality coffee
Good, strong, and black
With an authentic Rombouts biscuit

Next time I might ask
For two shots of espresso
Just to push the boat out so to speak

What with booze cruise boats
Being one topic of conversation
With the southern chap, back in the spa


Monday 4 October 2021

Free Lunch

There once was a man
Let’s call him John shall we
He always chose to stay
In budget class accommodation

There was also another man
Let’s call him Christopher for now
Quiet, refined, or luxury class
Was his choice for accommodation

What mattered to John
When making his choices was
Did they have internet
And did they do early breakfast, of any kind

Christopher also had his demands
Did they have a spa, with a sauna
Could he get an a la carte evening meal
How late did they serve full English breakfast

John was on a higher pay scale
Yet he had never reviewed, or tested
The expenses allowance for staying away
Something which Christopher had done

For the whole of his working life

Sunday 3 October 2021

A Blank Nostalgia

The Koshi bells tinkle
The lawns are continuously mown
This is the August Bank Holiday
At some place called home

The long-handled brush
Fishes out the algae
From the overgrown pond
As Red Admiral butterflies drift by

Next doors apple tree is burgeoning
With this years bumper crop
As is Peter’s pear tree
As well as his ‘reach for the sky’ white roses

The giant bee lands momentarily
But immediately leaves the bush
To fly off across the garden

The poet’s art
Is conjuring up images
Of those places he can’t go to anymore


Saturday 2 October 2021

We Are, All The Same

In this street
Of semi-detached houses
Where the makeover
Is the makeover for everyone

In this summer breeze
Of late August Bank Holiday
Where the warm sunshine
Is the warm sunshine for everyone

Across the main road
Into the small, neat café
where a child is named
Named to become everyone

Tight grey jeans
Hips rocking, side to side
An old footballer walks
Walks for everyone


Friday 1 October 2021

Balance

That this day I should wake
To feel like doing nothing at all
More to the point
That I should feel altogether capable
Of doing absolutely nothing at all

And here we are, at lunchtime
Still with the confidence, and desire
To do nothing, nothing whatsoever
Meanwhile their scoreboard

Ticks along nicely
Mine, in sublime contrast
Remains perfectly still
And so it goes, on, and on

A full afternoon of doing nothing at all
But, can I make it past tea
Does eating afternoon tea, or dinner, count
As doing nothing at all

Then what of the evening
Watching Nordic Murders
On ALL4 with Walter Presents
I would say, most definitely doing nothing
Indeed going perfectly nowhere at all