Low blow the high flow
Trip the tease that strips to please
Low flow the high blow
Waters edge the bather’s pledge
Strip to please the tease that trips
Waters pledge, the bather’s edge
Low flow the high blow
Most days I would try to write a poem; it is a practice, as I suppose is meditation, or smiling, or watching the world go by
Low blow the high flow
Trip the tease that strips to please
Low flow the high blow
Waters edge the bather’s pledge
Strip to please the tease that trips
Waters pledge, the bather’s edge
Low flow the high blow
I’d forgot to grieve
Got up to leave
A mumbling stumbling goodbye
I’d not taken the time to cry
Too too busy not asking why
Caught up in my own insensitivity
Reading some other folks words
Looking at nature, studying birds
Wallowing in the following wind
Now it’s time to come to terms
Wash those wicked feelings, terminate the germs
Wish you all the best, with sincerity
I’m in the country and visiting the city
Writing and reading, words full of self-pity
Drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes
The world has become my oyster
That’s a tricky one, choices can loiter and be foisted
So I’ll catch their word, hoping that’s not too absurd
You thought your way into my thoughts
And you fought your way right out again
It was your thinking not your drinking
That propped me, stopped me from sinking
Your critical, cryptic crossword completion
Revealed, your subtle sense of reason
And your letters, your letters though sparse and thin
Your written words sold me, fever rising, muse within
Your turn of phrase with unnerving staring gaze
Razor sharp, cutting; may I mention tension raised
The gifts you gathered, the detail mattered
Thoughtful choices, so so soft yet carefully scattered
Even now on leaving
Misbelieving there’s no articulated deceiving
Your thoughts I’m holding high
In my sinking, slinking, thinking
The steam room and the sauna
They are my racetrack, my sweet fleeting fauna
The swimming pool and the meditation star
They are my cigarette, my whisky, my pimp, my bar
Now this simple phraseology, this word psychology
This is my style, not yours, for that I make no apology
The tidy quiet room; laid back jazz and soulful blues
This is my non-hovel, I have no desire to grovel
Yet I read your works and marvel at your creation
Your escapades; words, to which I bear no relation
But just to put your mind at rest, in you I did invest
In the Jacuzzi; the plumes sure do dress the nest
The volva, the vulva caressed by volcanic water vests
Tattoos on thighs open your eyes, stir feelings blest
And there are girls there with their mothers
And ladies going on girls, there with their lovers
The lecher stretching don’t take much fetching
When there’s so much skin, skin waving, shaving skin
For inspiration and amusement, when in lent
The spa’s the place to rent
She more than made an effort, her figure creator. Every morning not yawning, but slipping on the tummy vibrator. Melba toast was the most that passed those sweet red lips. Palates, yoga, stretching, swaying, swaying those swinging hips.
The artists and the painters they did not restrain her. Posing nude for her life class and for her figure friend dude. Running on the moors, treading timeless, line-less steps. Pumping iron, and swimming on, down the full length lane.
Fully spread under summer sun, tanning, figure slamming. Cramming in the cranberry juice and the fat free yoghurt. All of this to manage the refrain between size twelve and size fourteen
Skin supplements, perpetual E45. Conscientiously keeping her beauty, keeping beauty alive. The hairdressers kept moving, they were kept on their toes. A trim, a bob, no perm, for my brunette, well trimmed rose.
Naked
Never
Except forever
When we were lovers
Together we discovered
We smothered our bodies with love and lust
Naked
Cleverly
We revealed
Our concealed others
Together we stroked and smoked
Hoped without talk to recover our lust and love
Naked
Together
Under natures covers
We were, weren’t we, we were smothered lovers
Wobbly
Sleeping together
Keep your distance
Close your eyes to realise
The futile situation
A brutal station
Mutual pain
Acrid Rain
Singles dance
Lost romance
Do not touch
Do not chance
Being kind
Keep a cool mind
Calm emotions
Steady nerves
Don’t stir it up
Do not stir it up
So tired
Little time left to sleep
Anxieties awakened
Temperance shaken
Sleeping together
Oddly
Wobbly
Somewhere on the M5
Around Taunton way I’d say
The morning after nothing had happened
The blue, clear blue sky
Matched the mood of release
Relief from those scattered sheets
That dripping tap
Shrinking threads and wasting washers
Now I remember
Before Bristol for sure, the afternoon before
The night when nothing happened
The grey sea mist from the estuary
Matched the mood of doubt, unknown quarry
Set up for the fall, recall the previous dishes.
That silken strap
Silken threads and tummy squashes
Now I remember
Down among the Chilterns
The evening, the actual evening, the non event
If it meant anything, It meant nothing to me
The wind drifted, the rainbow lifted
Lifted on moor and gorse
No recourse, no negotiation, a stated situation
Inclined by inclination I’m listening to Bukowski
You’re watching television, you’re watching TV
Now I remember
Some place obscure
Wasted time for sure
Sex, whore, wife, life
How would it feel to think your wife a whore
Lore would life suffice such a trice
Would the expectation stride in tight
At the fleeting sight
Of the translucent gossamer light
Just along the A5
Past Weston Park
An early morning drive
Ripe to be surprised
Inner self or outer self
Collective unconscious
Or something deeper
Daffodils in bloom deep within
The sunken soul
Like a ghost
Or a drowned man floating to the surface
The movement was a continuum
Without jar or jolt, the rising
Om, Om, Om for a lost love
Later, in peace, quiet, calm, tranquillity
Om cannot resurrect
From the pit of the body to the tip of the mind
There is no traffic to carry the urn of any kind
The ashes have flown on the wind
Unable to rescind the cindered lingered candle
A flickering, flickering, sickening, failing glow
Extinguished, vanquished, decayed
A dying atmospheric orb
But it did happen
And for that I thank more than I can ever know
I write these words of thanks
To tell you, of what I do not know
Is that how the flower feels in pollination
Some union with an Albion of kind
Was it received or reciprocated or was it bounded
Then bandaged; was it unrequited love
Like the kite blown along the breeze
Or Donald Shimoda in timeless flight
It is a Messiah’s handbook which helps me discover
To recover the greetings of souls; souls meeting
Greeting together as deep below; below as above