Only now do I see
That it was my turn
Oh how I took it
To play the blood
Is thicker than water card
Did you realise
From that day forwards
How it would always be for you
No longer numero uno, but now
A bit part in a larger family situation
Was that then the final straw
To our many many partings
Was the next unexpected leaving
Too much for you to look forwards to
Did you see all of my potential failings
Without a purpose
Would I have no anchor
Without clear objectives
Would I drift without aim
Could you in that case no longer hold onto me