Then I watched a poetry video Ultimo Fragmento (English subtitles)
A poem by Raymond Carver, he of What we talk about when we talk about love
I remember, what I read or heard, about his addictions and his delusions
Now I am told that what he wanted was "To call myself beloved, to feel myself beloved on earth"
My own obsessions, and their distance from reality brought me to the place where I first found him, and to where I find him once again