I heard yesterday
That a friend of mine is seriously ill
He has been referred to a charitable hospice
I donated a small amount
A very small amount I’m afraid
But now I know more of his condition
Will he find his place of shelter
Should I visit him in his shelter
If so for what; surely not to write poetry
I have been transitory in his life
He has closer friends
He has a loving caring and devoted family
I did read his poetry this morning
I wrote to him to say how I remembered
His rehearsal for his spoken words
We were no more than a dozen
In an upstairs room
Belonging to the Victoria Inn in Lincoln
We read words, we wrote words
We shared a camaraderie
Which continues there to this day
I have not been for several years
But follow the group on social media
A physical shelter has become a cyber shelter
I do have friends who are religious
Though my friend of today was not that
Instead he found shelter in doing
He found shelter in being
Being playful, being mischievous,
Being adventurous
I hope that his new shelter
Serves some of these purposes
And prolongs his perspicacity
Most days I would try to write a poem; it is a practice, as I suppose is meditation, or smiling, or watching the world go by
Sunday, 9 February 2020
Saturday, 8 February 2020
That I thought of these places
That I thought of these places
In this morning’s
Flower Fresh Meditation
Says something to me
About all of those spaces
Where previously I have found shelter
For the first pair of descriptive phrases:
As I breathe in I see myself as a flower
As I breathe out I feel fresh
I was most definitely on the road
Outside Madhyamaka
Looking happily across the fields
Towards the orange light in the tree
For the following pair of phrases
As I breathe in I see myself as a mountain
As I breathe out I feel solid
I was equally certain about being in Grasmere
Walking mindfully back down
From seeing Sour Milk Gill
As I admired the matchstick men
On the mountain tops
For the next pair of phrases which went
As I breathe in I see myself as still water
As I breathe out I reflect on all that is
I was more uncertain
First I saw a sea, then a river
Finally I settled on a pond
Or did I see anything at all
For the final pair of phrases, which said
As I breathe in I see myself as space
As I breathe out I feel free
I was everywhere which cries out open air
Although eventually, and more particularly
I was on the salt-marshes beyond Saltfleetby
Of course other open spaces came to mind
Hadn’t we recently visited
Yorkshire Sculpture Park
And how could the pond at Emerson
With its lotus leaves
Ever be forgotten
Also the clay contained water at Sissinghurst
How could that not
Be brought into the equation
And once on that trail of memories
What about Chagall’s
Stain glass windows at Tudeley
Or the speedboat ride back to the airport
From the wonderful weekend in Venice
Where the hemmed in shelter of grandeur
Enabled everyone to feel at ease
Friday, 7 February 2020
Should we build a raised bed
Should we build a raised bed
I will ask the question
Should we be so easily led
Is nowhere such nigh on perfection
Should the lawn have formal stripes
So so evenly spread
Or is decoration
A simpleton’s mindful deception
Are the tulips such a so so stunning red
Did love ever need such timely correction
In this shelter then we are to be fed
Day by day, plus weekends without exception
To grow our own
As this one-time gardener said
With little or no fear
Of cross-pollinated infection
What then of the stock that the farmer bred
How do we counterbalance
Our own interjection
To hear the shouts of vegans
Or of vegetarians instead
Whose show is to be bound
By a most strongly biased rejection
For my shelter
Will not be caught by steed nor stead
Rather there will be a pointer
To the golden section
The reason is to be there
For all, by all to be read
In our search
For the pearls of perfection
The pieces will be sewn
With the finest of thread
To make blankets for future imperfection
The path will appear to be so so straight ahead
Towards the shelter
Without need for further direction
The sleepers will hold
The branches that we shred
To provide warmth, to give frost protection
Of course we will top off smartly
With lots of street cred
Before the competitive festival inspection
Should we build a two-way sled
For the winter of the snow’s reflection
One last chance to nod the seasonal head
Yes, yes we say
Let this be the complete collection
I will ask the question
Should we be so easily led
Is nowhere such nigh on perfection
Should the lawn have formal stripes
So so evenly spread
Or is decoration
A simpleton’s mindful deception
Are the tulips such a so so stunning red
Did love ever need such timely correction
In this shelter then we are to be fed
Day by day, plus weekends without exception
To grow our own
As this one-time gardener said
With little or no fear
Of cross-pollinated infection
What then of the stock that the farmer bred
How do we counterbalance
Our own interjection
To hear the shouts of vegans
Or of vegetarians instead
Whose show is to be bound
By a most strongly biased rejection
For my shelter
Will not be caught by steed nor stead
Rather there will be a pointer
To the golden section
The reason is to be there
For all, by all to be read
In our search
For the pearls of perfection
The pieces will be sewn
With the finest of thread
To make blankets for future imperfection
The path will appear to be so so straight ahead
Towards the shelter
Without need for further direction
The sleepers will hold
The branches that we shred
To provide warmth, to give frost protection
Of course we will top off smartly
With lots of street cred
Before the competitive festival inspection
Should we build a two-way sled
For the winter of the snow’s reflection
One last chance to nod the seasonal head
Yes, yes we say
Let this be the complete collection
Thursday, 6 February 2020
I have to tell you
I have to tell you
Of the breeze on my legs
Of the ruffle of airstreams through my hair
It isn’t a Zephyr, from over the sea
Nor a Mistral, which could have travelled
Across mountain-streams
But it is the air that is with me
With me right now
I read a poem by Forough Farrokhzad
She was asking an invited guest
To bring a window
Also she may have asked
For the Brickfielder
At the end of the garden
Or the Etesian, which jostles with the bushes
As if to say: I am here, let me through
The gardens are in shadow
Also the fence
In front of my neighbours' blossom
Is partly darkened, yet more so it is in full sun
I have to tell you
Of the breeze on my legs
Of the ruffle of airstreams through my hair
It isn’t a Zephyr, from over the sea
Nor a Mistral, which could have travelled
Across mountain-streams
But it is the air that is with me
With me right now
I read a poem by Forough Farrokhzad
She was asking an invited guest
To bring a window
Also she may have asked
For the Brickfielder
At the end of the garden
Or the Etesian, which jostles with the bushes
As if to say: I am here, let me through
The gardens are in shadow
Also the fence
In front of my neighbours' blossom
Is partly darkened, yet more so it is in full sun
I am reading Memories of the Future
At the same time I think on
Of my future, of my past
How many dwellings
How many shelters
How much protection
From the elements
Or from the wandering subconscious
Am I the lucky one
Or is it the water
As it flows over the rocks, tumbles
And splashes into the pond
Not that this is my first shelter with a pond
There have been others
But way less successful
Let’s hope this one changes the mould
No more twisted ankles
No more failed relationships
No more dissatisfaction
With whatever are the outcomes
Of the breeze on my legs
Of the ruffle of airstreams through my hair
It isn’t a Zephyr, from over the sea
Nor a Mistral, which could have travelled
Across mountain-streams
But it is the air that is with me
With me right now
I read a poem by Forough Farrokhzad
She was asking an invited guest
To bring a window
Also she may have asked
For the Brickfielder
At the end of the garden
Or the Etesian, which jostles with the bushes
As if to say: I am here, let me through
The gardens are in shadow
Also the fence
In front of my neighbours' blossom
Is partly darkened, yet more so it is in full sun
I have to tell you
Of the breeze on my legs
Of the ruffle of airstreams through my hair
It isn’t a Zephyr, from over the sea
Nor a Mistral, which could have travelled
Across mountain-streams
But it is the air that is with me
With me right now
I read a poem by Forough Farrokhzad
She was asking an invited guest
To bring a window
Also she may have asked
For the Brickfielder
At the end of the garden
Or the Etesian, which jostles with the bushes
As if to say: I am here, let me through
The gardens are in shadow
Also the fence
In front of my neighbours' blossom
Is partly darkened, yet more so it is in full sun
I am reading Memories of the Future
At the same time I think on
Of my future, of my past
How many dwellings
How many shelters
How much protection
From the elements
Or from the wandering subconscious
Am I the lucky one
Or is it the water
As it flows over the rocks, tumbles
And splashes into the pond
Not that this is my first shelter with a pond
There have been others
But way less successful
Let’s hope this one changes the mould
No more twisted ankles
No more failed relationships
No more dissatisfaction
With whatever are the outcomes
Wednesday, 5 February 2020
Preparations are underway
Preparations are underway
For a sort of official unveiling
The lamb was marinated overnight
And put in the oven by nine-thirty
The table, which once held my tools
Is cleaned and polished
Ready for the place settings
Prepared for its first use in a dining capacity
The pump was the first purchase
How is it possible to have a pond
Without water flowing
Yes, I do know that it is a simulation
This is not my childhood stream being damned
Or the rill, built in my second place of shelter
Yet for all of that
In some sympathetic, empathetic gesture
The margins are also sloping
A technique learnt
In a quite different place of shelter
Which, if only I had known it at the time
Was a transitory experience
A peak if you like
Only found once in a lifetime
For a sort of official unveiling
The lamb was marinated overnight
And put in the oven by nine-thirty
The table, which once held my tools
Is cleaned and polished
Ready for the place settings
Prepared for its first use in a dining capacity
The pump was the first purchase
How is it possible to have a pond
Without water flowing
Yes, I do know that it is a simulation
This is not my childhood stream being damned
Or the rill, built in my second place of shelter
Yet for all of that
In some sympathetic, empathetic gesture
The margins are also sloping
A technique learnt
In a quite different place of shelter
Which, if only I had known it at the time
Was a transitory experience
A peak if you like
Only found once in a lifetime
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