The only thing
Which is either deep
Or significant
In that last but one piece
Are the sloping margins
Which I believe are there through
A potent mixture
Of doubt plus a pinch of ecstasy
Doubt; because it was
Because it is, because
It most certainly may be, because
Most likely, it always bloody well will be
Ecstasy
Well once you have been there
You have been there haven’t you
No more to say than that
Oh what a mixture though
A veritable bacon and brown sauce of a taste
A definitive modus operandi
For the blessed as also for the cursed
Most days I would try to write a poem; it is a practice, as I suppose is meditation, or smiling, or watching the world go by
Friday, 29 November 2019
Thursday, 28 November 2019
Carpet Covered With Flies
The fly disturbs the silence
More so
Now that the fan of the fire
Is no more
The two minds of the mind
Claim the silence
One is ok with solemnity
One is not so so sure
The curtains are closed
Closing the window
Cuts out the wind noise
A giant spider appears
It raises within me
Such hypersensitivity
That I now hear music
As if in the very walls
As if also out in the dead of night
Did then the spider eat the fly
Or did it die
As all of those others had before it
More so
Now that the fan of the fire
Is no more
The two minds of the mind
Claim the silence
One is ok with solemnity
One is not so so sure
The curtains are closed
Closing the window
Cuts out the wind noise
A giant spider appears
It raises within me
Such hypersensitivity
That I now hear music
As if in the very walls
As if also out in the dead of night
Did then the spider eat the fly
Or did it die
As all of those others had before it
Wednesday, 27 November 2019
Obligations
A rugby match
Between Exeter
And some place in France
A wild windy Saturday
When the English
Were expected to win
I did go to a game in Bodmin
Or was it Truro
Something to do with work
Corporate entertainment
Turning out to support the cause
I think you stayed home
Which maybe
Is where you are now
Although you too
Could be turning out
Also for the cause
As you might well say
Between Exeter
And some place in France
A wild windy Saturday
When the English
Were expected to win
I did go to a game in Bodmin
Or was it Truro
Something to do with work
Corporate entertainment
Turning out to support the cause
I think you stayed home
Which maybe
Is where you are now
Although you too
Could be turning out
Also for the cause
As you might well say
Tuesday, 26 November 2019
Be
The enclosures of silence
Umpteen walls, floors
Doors, corridors
Take us to and from
The rooms of solemn being
It is dusk as I walk
From the restaurant
Where they have wi-fi access
Why in this half-light
Do I feel so empowered
So smitten
By the castle like stone
As if I was
In that other-worldly place
Of all knowing, of all being
Ever so serious
In a space I call:
Peace, truth, beauty, love
For I know
No better words
Umpteen walls, floors
Doors, corridors
Take us to and from
The rooms of solemn being
It is dusk as I walk
From the restaurant
Where they have wi-fi access
Why in this half-light
Do I feel so empowered
So smitten
By the castle like stone
As if I was
In that other-worldly place
Of all knowing, of all being
Ever so serious
In a space I call:
Peace, truth, beauty, love
For I know
No better words
Monday, 25 November 2019
Limerence
I don’t ever let go
Neither will I on this day
Saturday night is alright for dancing
As they say
Down down, deeper and down
Beyond the fires flickering flame
Further even than the howling wind
Closer up than the lead on the windows
Tip tap goes the snapped glass
Pass yourself off as a lover do you
The one-time mother of intervention
Sense all of what it is which I sense I say
Turn over a new leaf
That last fallen leaf of autumn
Snatch the glory from the thief
With the intensity of such fond found belief
I would have asked, but didn’t
For fear of what we now call rejection
Such attention which overcomes
With howls, with tears, with despair
I do hope to explain, in the coming days
I have brought a book to help me
Yet, in this moment, or so it seems
We are the first case study
Neither will I on this day
Saturday night is alright for dancing
As they say
Down down, deeper and down
Beyond the fires flickering flame
Further even than the howling wind
Closer up than the lead on the windows
Tip tap goes the snapped glass
Pass yourself off as a lover do you
The one-time mother of intervention
Sense all of what it is which I sense I say
Turn over a new leaf
That last fallen leaf of autumn
Snatch the glory from the thief
With the intensity of such fond found belief
I would have asked, but didn’t
For fear of what we now call rejection
Such attention which overcomes
With howls, with tears, with despair
I do hope to explain, in the coming days
I have brought a book to help me
Yet, in this moment, or so it seems
We are the first case study
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