Pictures of You

I am drawn to the lonesome view

People free landscapes

Vast vistas of natures making

Time lapse shots of her immense moving waters

Skies full of the nothingness of infinite colours

I am also attracted to the detail

Close up shots of skin and feather

Woman and bird in all their glory

Artefacts with the beauty that intricate detail bestows

Faces with smiles that shout out; love is here, it’s living well

I am particularly taken

By the great lake and the mountain

With a minuscule figure at the waters edge

It is here that I am able to pretend

Place whoever I wish to be there, as that person

Today it is a picture of me

Yesterday and tomorrows are 

My abstentions from pictures of you

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Framed

You might call it escapism

My departure

Into the world of image

It is more than that for me

It is gentle, all embracing

How can I call it; torture

Coastal memories

Of loves descendant

Once strolled pathways

Springs rising springs

Washed in my own

Deeper sap of uncertainty

Flesh unloaded of burden

Carried voluptuously 

Laced by loss and distance

Fabrics; there to be touched

Touched by love

Untouched by me

There are surges 

Undulations of emotion

With each entered recognition

The excitement of twisted rushes

As lusts flow moves unimpeded

Throughout my bodies bloodstream

I say that the longing is subsided

Yet one picture tells me; no

That it is so entirely untrue

I calm myself, vent doubts

After each such intermission

Prepare for further storms

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Drive On

Three trees and a hedgerow

Lost in the country lanes

On a moonlit Saturday night

I was your prize

You were my treasure

My pain was to realise

I couldn't make your measure

I still have a mind full of desires

Forever a receiver of pleasure

Three chimneys and a steam cloud

Count the cost of staying sane

In the Monday mornings early light

I was stained, drained way too deep

You said, it's fine, just don't stop swimming

My mind, in check, I try to keep

Yet often now you'll find me grinning

I still have the physical urges

Sinfulness you see forever purges

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Asthétiques

A flash of defined skin and you are in my mind

Thus resigned, I am to be no longer seaworthy

A Duran Duran kind of yacht

That blocks out all sense of informed reality

With knife in hand and swimsuit stropped

She ensures my fragility is so easily cropped

That I chose to take a second look

Says somehow that the book on you is not yet closed

With odds so long I am way beyond Camus’ Outsider

She has desires, although its no longer me beside her

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Flock of Crows

It began with line dancing
A dance I didn't know at all
The onrush of two times chancing
Ecstasy before the certain fall

One crow to a tree
It's my ache to be with you
It's my ache to be with me
One crow to a tree

We strayed to secretive engagements
Between the timeless telephone calls
All too brief, the visiting arrangements
Ecstasy before the certain fall

Two crows to a tree
It's heaven just seeing you
It's heaven just seeing me
Two crows to a tree

One Sunday morning in the meadow
You had to say, but first you stalled
I was joyful, you were somewhat slow
Ecstasy before the certain fall

Three crows to a tree
The dream of sharing him with you
The dream of sharing him with me
Three crows to a tree

Others overloaded the compartments
Pushed about to let the wagons roll
A boat to a house and garden
Ecstasy before the certain fall

A flock of crows to a tree
It's not easy living with yours
It's not easy living with mine
A flock of crows to a tree

It ended by your fancying
You didn’t need me as a lover at all
The pointlessness of just friendship
Exasperation before the curtain call

One crow to a tree
It's not that I am not with you
It's that you were not with me
One crow to a tree


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