You pushed me out
And now you push me further
Today I thought I’d figured out
But now I wonder
What had I done
To so so securely hurt her
Back in my calmness
I expect it really is of no consequence
Not worthy of much communication
No thought that she might hurt me
And I guess the word would be sorry
If I should care once more to point it out
Her tendency to be tactless
She deals it straight not roundabout
I thought I’d reached equilibrium
A balance
A full stop
Such that I could begin anew
Now I see
It was just a vanishing point
A pale horizon of mid-sight blues
A pit stop
For you to let me know
Just how much it is that I am screwed
