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Sunday 17 December 2023

Broken

Monday

We had a right weekend

We sunk some stuff

Ian Kinloch MacGregor passed away

He never did get any better


This dust it gets everywhere

Mixes in with the sweat

You would have died to be a miner

Defined me, it gave me my self as my surety

My society, my community

Words which she never understood

Words which she never could


Lather, soap bars and shared showers

A white shirt, a stroke of Brylcreem

A few pints; football, darts

A good old game of dominoes



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Saturday 16 December 2023

From crooked spires to ordinary people

Picture frames rearranged needlessly

Need they be

Stains and strains came and went it seems to me

Beleagueredly


All I gave him was a chance for conversation

To talk about his past

To talk about his life as a boy

As a boy becoming a young man


All I gave him was refuge, respite

From a day on the drink

From a day in the baking sunlight

An old man undone, without aim, hopeless


Corner stones, signposts, a simple conversation

Except that once, sat by Oliver Reed

Who were the other two, his partners in crime

Lee Marvin…Charles Bronson…I can't remember


I loved it down the pit

Never let you struggle, always an helping hand

Could have made it as a football professional

Always the captain; school, boys club, the county


Where he died, all the drinks of that day

Of the heart attack; commemorated

Every time it was my turn to buy

He put his hand in his pocket, on his tab today


We're going now, me and the lad

I'll shake your hand; it's been nice talking to you

Your girl, she enjoys herself

Believe me, you ought to



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Friday 15 December 2023

Monday Morning

The washing basket is empty

Upturned and acting as if a garden table


Mothers over the fence

With their pre-school children

Yard life, in what once was Middle-England


Show them love, show them care

Give them, without condition

These the most prized of possessions:


Conversation, explanation, temptation

A cuddle to follow a cry


Dispassionate words, from far too far a distance


The washing line hangs without life

No breeze to rock the duvet, or its cover


Poppies all flowered, out for the season

Memories west wind blown

To some other part of another England


Show them arrogance, show them fear

Give them, without explanation

These most prized obsessions:


Silence, doubt, nothingness

A final emphatic put down, just before they die


Compassionate words; far away from home, alone



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Thursday 14 December 2023

Without a moment for thought

Move on

Another drink

Another slice of oblivion

Brave enough

To use unkind words


Need to

Hold you

Walk me home alone


Move on

Another relationship

Another false dawn

Craved enough

To grasp at anything


Need to

Told you

I turn to stone


Move on

Paris, Rome

Any other place my own

Waved enough

To smile for some


Need to

Unfold you

I am undone



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Wednesday 13 December 2023

Do it now; no, please wait

This is the first time, even only yesterday

You told me of the seed pods

To remind me of the flowers which had been there


Of the compulsion

From a sense of not quite

Ever coming to the mark

Or of never having

Been in love


This is the sunshine, later on the heatwave

No shadow on this side of the endless edge

Anyhow the shade there, it simply does not suit you


Neither the joy

At the turn of the night

Another wasteful Monday

Of never wanting

To waste another moment


This is the favour to wave away

Least somehow, still searching the fear

Of happiness, or something else to be taken away


And what do I offer

Endless words

Unknowing communication

Of even never before

Having known your love



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