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Monday 5 July 2021

Preparation

I walk into the garden
Sit at the table
With my lemonade
Not a cloud in the sky

Blue, as far
As blue can ever be seen
Light is as light
As light ever can be

The notebook
Is not ideal
What with lines
Straight and horizontal

And so the verse
Takes on a dictatorial feel
Nietzsche himself
Could have taken over

Except that the sunlight
Would have been
Too much for him
In his condition

I myself though
Am in way better shape
Even finding a balance
In the geometric


Sunday 4 July 2021

Dexterous

When I am cycling
I know that I am cycling
When I am writing
I know that I am writing

When I cycle
I can think about writing
When I write
I can think about cycling

Two things, together
Simultaneously, by me
Simultaneously, for you
Two things, together

When I cycle I could
Think about writing, about
You taking off, or putting on
Your silk underwear

Of course
I may lose my balance
Which would draw this note
To an untidy end

Better then, when cycling
To know that I am cycling
Also to know, with some certainty
That when I am writing, actually I am writing


Saturday 3 July 2021

Day Night Journal

The wind rattles round the garden
Leaves are turned inside out
Flipped upside down
As if searching
For drugs, or interlopers

Could I become
Completely nostalgic
Write everything
As if I was Jethro Tull’s
Living in the past

Yet how to get there
To transport oneself
Back in time
When right now there are
So so few flights to anywhere

The passing cyclists say hi
Or hiyah, or hiyah mate
Or they simply nod
Dependant upon how vigorously
They push their pedals

I have a love hole in my head
The love of the one who loves me
I have a similar smile, as I wake
To think of my day of thoughts
Laid out before me



Friday 2 July 2021

Hands In The Stream

I too would send a postcard
I may even post one to myself
Simply to confirm
How I felt in that moment

But first to buy a pack of postcards
From an online store, preferably one
Without any credentials
To understand my understanding

And, to be honest
How could I hope to explain
Something which was imaginary
Alive only in my own imagination

Yet, as I look out of the window
How might I know
Of how the breeze feels to the leaf
Or the raindrop to the window pane

I have, or so it seems to me
A need; both for the writing
As well as for the fantasy
They both keep my life on the go

Such that one day I will look back
On this quiet Friday morning
When my thoughts sprang
From a place I once had known




Thursday 1 July 2021

Journal

The Medicine Wheel precedes us
Yet also
The Medicine Wheel received us

The silent space breathes
As we, together, or apart
Breathe for each other

Shelters and baskets
Well, they began much earlier
Than our shelters or baskets

Shelter being a basic need
Although love, love runs it close
Especially in my own world wilderness

As if in Connemara
Where to go is actually no foundation
For seeing Connemara

I was in Los Angeles
A couple of years before
Then in London, but that was later

Lewes will always mean
A place for meeting
Adrift of the Siberian winds

But now I am confused
The Shadow Stuff is dated
After the gallery visitation

Fortunately, Basket for Crows
Fits our timeline, precisely
Almost calling it as a time to revisit.