Cobalt blue, cusp of sea
Remember
Remember
Remember me
Wave tops, roll mops
Rescue
Rescue
Rescue me
Most days I would try to write a poem; it is a practice, as I suppose is meditation, or smiling, or watching the world go by
Cobalt blue, cusp of sea
Remember
Remember
Remember me
Wave tops, roll mops
Rescue
Rescue
Rescue me
Aspiring form
Magic numbers
I could not find a rhyme
I searched my mind
And stumbled upon a rumba
Or was it a rhombus parallelogram
An imaginary rabbit
Occurred through some simulation
The magic words
I’d heard
It caught my imagination
Misfired
I’d aspired once again to slumber
But you got no reaction
Not a single missing beat
In fact the breath was less
Less than a distant tantric bless
So it’s time to stop the reason
The seasons past and full
Her emotions have been gathered
Gathered up for the cull
The breath was not held
Ever less and seldom welled
The conversation was lukewarm
Lukewarm going on dull
And in between the spaces
Where once lay hope and joy
Now, there, in between the spaces
Lies less hope than read by Delacroix
Can this break the bond that binds and blinds
The empty sound to shatter, splatter scattered minds
Silent chords to carve, to cut some umbilical heave
Deceive time wasted, receive tasted hope to believe
I gave up all I had
I almost gave up alcohol
I gave up friends and family
I almost gave up rock and roll
I gave up any expectation
I almost gave up sexual strolls
I gave up dare and doing
I almost gave up blues and soul
I gave up thought and conversation
I almost gave up waves that rise and fall
I gave up more than this and all
The day my love you stole
You have given up on friendly pretending
You almost had me sold
You have given up on futures intending
You almost turned me cold
You have given up on dreams extending
You almost cast me in your mould
You have given up on pleasures lending
You almost dried my love juice, up there in the fold
You have given up on letters sending
You almost stole the words I’ve scrawled
You have given up more than this and all
The day our love wasted, haste turned new to old
Then I rationalise it as jealousy
Making sense with no sense
There was I’m quite certain, there was a shaky feeling
I have been misled, for certain, or were you dealing
Pretty words and parting flowers
Remembering the movies, remembering ‘The Hours’
When the balance began, began by getting lost
The red mist, angers languor, senseless loss
I sensed loss at any cost
Driving at midnight, up country over a fault free line
Up country; simmer’s settle, thought process fettled
The madness mellows, wallows in the moonshine