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Tuesday, 14 July 2020

Drift

Cold air flows into the room
Through the slightly open window
It brings a chill
To the start of the day
Which already
Is almost in clear light

The mind is unruffled
Easy in its awareness
Of all things past and present
With some hopes for the future
That a stream might splash
Over the rocks as it travels

Sixty years ago
Yes, it does seem like a long time
A young boy
Happy and energetic
Not quite a free spirit
But open for that to be encouraged

Eighty miles away
Yes, it does sound like a fair distance
Hardly to know a coastline
Or an oceanic horizon
That would have been further still
That would come later

The window is closed now
No point letting warm air escape
Lightness though increases
The double glazing is no barrier
Time moves ever onwards
As I believe was always the way

Monday, 13 July 2020

Explanation

All I know is the concrete
While what I strive for is the vapour
What I am able to give
Are solid blocks of iron
Lumps of soul starved matter
Yet what I desire to say
Is let us walk in the night’s blue mist
Smoking our Gauloises cigarettes
As jazz music escapes into the ether
From the Café bars by the River Seine

The fire or wood burner is lit
The tables have been pulled together
With the Buddha statue placed on top
That I tell you this now
Is so that you might understand
What it was which interrupted the poem
As we prepare for this evening’s
Meditation Sangha


Sunday, 12 July 2020

Objectivity

That the tiredness comes is no surprise
But that I should wish to write about it, well
If only to remind myself that I don’t always wake
Feeling refreshed and ready for action

The stillness, the quietness returns
After the jet aeroplanes tours of duty
With this and tonight’s Sangha in mind
I can contrast the fighter pilot with the Buddha

The sun highlights the fibrous extremities 
On the arms of the Harris Tweed settee
All I seek then is gentleness and light
Yet still I heard the roar tearing through the sky

That the cup was dark blue rather surprised me
For I had thought it to have been black
It is from a set of four, a Christmas gift
Of endearing and enduring quality


Saturday, 11 July 2020

Tickets To Ride

If then now
Or what about later
No, don’t put it off
Do not put it off

Well that’s fine if you stay with me
That’s perfectly ok if you are onboard
But don’t forget that I am needy
And that this is just the start

Yes, there will be disappointments 
Doesn’t the rollercoaster always go up and down
Doesn’t night always follow day, dark after light
So also we can expect to see the bright side

What then if
Is there something to follow
Pray, pray tell
Is the argument ever won


Friday, 10 July 2020

Home Retreat

I have it in mind to create an online meditation retreat, but first I will carry out my own week-long retreat at home, or at any rate in our Old Stables.

Each day I will follow a structure not dissimilar to retreats which I have been on, with morning, afternoon, and evening meditations interspersed with readings, music, films, and talks by online inspirational spiritual figures.

I hope to video as much as is practicable for later use; I will write about the retreat process, I will also write poetry and do artwork and photography.

Before I begin I will lay out the room to suit my needs, I will have to hand the books and the music which I hope to use, although I do wish to have some scope for spontaneity.

I feel a mind-map coming on, to help me draw together the strands of my thoughts.

The excitement, to have found a sense of purpose is already there, and I hope it will grow, as and when the project is further developed.