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Wednesday, 8 July 2020

Songs in the key of life

Two more songs for the funeral
Copper Top by Bill Wells
Which tells the story of a chap
Going into the pub nearest to the crematorium
For a pint on his own while he waits for his mate
To pick him up in his car
His stories reminded me of my being measured
And fitted for my first, bespoke, tailor-made suit
By Mr. Wimpenny in the upstairs market hall

Then The King of Rome by The Unthanks
Accompanied by Brighouse and Rastrick Brass Band
Which tells the story of a chap whose pigeon
Wins the race from Rome to his west-end home
Which reminds me of Saturday afternoons
Sat out on the Tinkers pigeon loft
As Colin and Lawrence welcomed their birds back
From Paris, or maybe even further afield

These two tunes to go with those already chosen:
Flower Duet from Lakme by Delibes, Acid Rain by Paul Heaton (the full 8 minutes +), then the Flaming Lips with Do you realise. That’s not to mention Shine On You Crazy Diamond, Spiegel im Spiegel, or Bolero, which were also once on the list


Tuesday, 7 July 2020

Socialist Worker

Up at five
Breakfast before seven
My 2006 poems turn the 400 mark 
As dawn breaks
And blackbirds chirp

After lunch there is a tiredness
Thankfully, the crystal in the window
Glows red as if a burning sun
Its energy pulsates into and inside me
Telling me to write, to get writing

In that one moment
I captured that one existential breath
Where the lines of absorbent energy
Became coincidental with the lived life
As if some preordained force of nature

Just as those  Critical Theory classes at Buxton
Could so so easily have been disrupted
If the champagne socialist and artist within me
Hadn’t careered into a Labour Party card-carrying
Member and activist, also the lecturer fo the day


Monday, 6 July 2020

Figuratively Speaking

I had started there and begun to wonder
About the future of my life
Somewhere between the silence and the thunder
Could I find a guide or sign

The sound of the bell from Plum Village
Echoes through the headphones on my head
Sitting in this morning meditation
Could I find the path of peace down which I’m led

Closing in on the end of my eternity
Towards what some perceive as the final truth
I lose my desire for socialised fraternity
Rather to sit and recall my days of youth

I don’t ask the obvious questions
Seek no faith to suspend or extend my passage
I am here and I am happy
I came all this way with all that baggage

The body itself is some days tiresome
No longer a competitor in the freeform sprint
But I do remember being first through the tape
Those times when schoolgirls wore chequered pink

Yet it is more than memories which drive me
Somehow I gather the power to write
It is my favourite, fun-absorbing pastime
To gift me peace with its wayward insight


Sunday, 5 July 2020

Inauspicious

The journey is what takes me
Movement forms the art of letting go
Destination may be the purpose
But it is the travel which lets me know

I did not rise so so early
To be truthful I was feeling rather down
Raindrops and wind pounded at my window
I felt to be on somewhat unsteady ground

When it comes to fight or flight
It is always the fleeing which I run to
When it comes to the clarity of insight
I know I am so so easy to see straight through

Fortunately I have the writing
Which I can use to take me up up and away
No longer constrained by my physicality
My imagination becomes the place in which to play

From the misused chlorine cells of water treatment
On those wasteful West Indies islands
To the inert gas generators built locally and sent
To be installed on fuel transportation stands

Overalls which didn’t fit quite so neatly
Not reaching my steel toe-capped workman’s boots
But I made progress year on year completely
Found my way to pass the ball to he who shoots

Always it was and is the journey which takes me
Progression the faith I pitched my cap at to follow
Destinations only halfway then the purpose
It is the experience, which forges the letting go


Saturday, 4 July 2020

Join Me

Encouraged by the power of suggestion
I take an apple from the fridge
I have been listening to Week 3
Of the Mindspace Gratefulness course

Breathing in I am so so fortunate
Breathing out others are so so kind
I am buoyed by the flower's shadow
Waved by the outdoor wind

The room is quiet
The room is peaceful
I am grateful for my past
I am grateful for my present

I know that one day these will merge
But for now I bathe in the sunlight
Open myself up to whatever thoughts come my way
I try to make them welcome, ask them to stay awhile

In that way I revisit the Idle Rocks Hotel
Walk once more on Hebridean beaches
I hope that you will have your own thoughts
Pray take a moment to go there; quietly, calmly

Picture a place which gives you a warm feeling
Think of a time when you felt to be at one with peace
Use the mantra: Breathing in I am so so fortunate
Breathing out others are so so kind