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Friday, 3 July 2020

Subliminal States

The light flickers
Casting shadows
And broken associations
Over the pastel sketch

Such pretentiousness in me
Or supernatural thoughts
That the mirage is a response
To earlier suggestions

Blessed with such superstition
I elongate the pencil’s chiaroscuro
To transform the sun’s rays
Into more than a composition

There, where the crystal
Projects onto the wall
The twigs and branches dance
Above the serene lamp bowl

Meanwhile Max Richter’s
Cassiopeia plays on the stereo
As the body reflectively rotates
Taking it wherever it wills


Thursday, 2 July 2020

Moving On And Looking Back

I am sixty-eight
I haven’t written that out before
It only happened last week

My financial planning report arrived today
I had not requested it
It is probably a computer generated thing

Sunlight falls on the bookshelf cupboard door
I gaze on it for quite a long time
Shadow and light interest me, they engage me

I am less certain of the blank space
Where Maxim’s painting used to hang
Until it fell down after three years on the wall

We did talk of replacing the chairs
With a large soft settee for cuddling on
But the discussion has not turned into action

Today we have the wood burner lit
From early morning actually
And at one point the room was truly warm

I watched a video about Vipasanna on YouTube 
Which reminded me of my ten day silent retreat
At Dhamma Dipa, somewhere near the Welsh border


Wednesday, 1 July 2020

Coincidental II

The sun is bright
The wind is wild
The wood burner gifts warmth
I think of all of those things
Which I could not think of
When it was dark
When it was cold
When the wind rattled my windows

The book is done
The book is split in two to reduce the burden

The peace is good
The calm is a treasure
Without having to move
I can be moved
My eyes and ears can move me
My mind and its memories can move me
With this movement
All is afloat

The next book is contemplated
That work may also be split in two

The crystal offers rainbows
For which the walls say thank you
The door is closed
The door may be opened
As may the cupboards
In search of last years work


Tuesday, 30 June 2020

Coincidental I

I saw a photograph
Of a sculpture by Kan Yusada

Leaning against my wall
I have a poster, from YSP
For an exhibition by Kan Yusada
Somewhere I will have my own photographs

I had to refill my pencil
I spilt the leads
Into my desk drawer
In my impatience

To tell you of the coincidence
Or might I say: happenstance


Monday, 29 June 2020

One Other Place

I was at a religious conference
At a summer school
(I often go to summer schools in my dreams)
I had made friends with a military man
Who felt that he needed to speak out about
The conflict between the military and religion
An older lady joined us
A cheerful yet devout believer
Who told my friend
That God would make it all ok
And not to worry too too much
The two of them went for lunch
My eldest son joined me
And asked how was I going to entertain him
Because his mum was being such a pain
I only had five pounds in my pocket
And knew that would not satisfy his wants

Triggers

I had watched a film the night before
About Dr. Stephen Hawkins
The credits said he was 72
A couple of days ago my son
Had been to his grandfathers funeral
I am typing up my poems from 2005