Angst
Amid the scream of anger
The pain
Of growing up
The pain of being or becoming
A grown up growing up
Always in the past
Shit
That fucking stuff
That brings regret
Stuff that opens
All those darkened doors
Too far away
And far too close
To see or feel the love
Tears
And misheard conversations
No words bring justice
Where justice lies wandering
And hope is left squandering
Or pushed away completely
Fight
Or flight in unselfish persecution
Of self at best
Unworthy except of blame, shame that
You ever entered
Through life’s wide open door
Cannot love
Ever be left like this
Ever like this be left
Instead the will of ordination
Fingers just touch on fingers
For this is far too early
Far too early
For a full on come on
Shoulder wrapped embrace
Dare
Of each and then of each other
Enter always the complicated situations
Engage your care
Back into those deep
Wide and furlong furrows
Leave space
Burrowed
With time
With gentleness
Of room for mistakes
And misappropriations
Conserve creation to cherish
This love too far away
And far too close
To see or even to be seen
From the Collection I Suppose You could Call It Country, available on Kindle
Most days I would try to write a poem; it is a practice, as I suppose is meditation, or smiling, or watching the world go by
Saturday, 11 August 2012
Friday, 10 August 2012
Bright side
Wide-open spaces
Rustle of a breeze
Through timeless grass
Birdsong
In flight
Above and out over
Downalong the meadow
Salt sands lay baking
Cracked earth
On barren beaches
Far reach
To past civilisations
Stationed
In retreat
Hillsides
Roll down
By wheat green grass
And corn
Not yet so high
O sigh for summer days
Summer days
Laid sideways such as these
Time
To reflect
To reconnect
With so many
Past
Beginnings
Forgiving
Living
Being alive
With skin
Our closest
Close
Companion
Here
Beside the
Whitest
Wild White Campion
Skin
Cradled around
Your finger
The ring of gold
Of
Past times
Last lines
Left to linger
Left
Bereft
Or bright side
Of many memories
Thoughts
Now to remember
On this quiet
There
Listen to the breeze
Listen
Through timeless grass
From the Collection I Suppose You could Call It Country, available on Kindle
Rustle of a breeze
Through timeless grass
Birdsong
In flight
Above and out over
Downalong the meadow
Salt sands lay baking
Cracked earth
On barren beaches
Far reach
To past civilisations
Stationed
In retreat
Hillsides
Roll down
By wheat green grass
And corn
Not yet so high
O sigh for summer days
Summer days
Laid sideways such as these
Time
To reflect
To reconnect
With so many
Past
Beginnings
Forgiving
Living
Being alive
With skin
Our closest
Close
Companion
Here
Beside the
Whitest
Wild White Campion
Skin
Cradled around
Your finger
The ring of gold
Of
Past times
Last lines
Left to linger
Left
Bereft
Or bright side
Of many memories
Thoughts
Now to remember
On this quiet
There
Listen to the breeze
Listen
Through timeless grass
From the Collection I Suppose You could Call It Country, available on Kindle
Thursday, 9 August 2012
He’s found you too (we all know a Buddhist)
You know a Buddhist
I know a Buddhist
Our friends know a Buddhist too
And then the meter reader called
The meter reader’s time unfolds
Your friend is going to retreat
My friend he retreated too
He took some time to find himself
And there he then he found you too
And there and then
He found you too
You know Buddhists
I know Buddhists
Our friends know Buddhists too
And then the text machine
Of mine I scrolled
The text machine
Of time unfolds
Your Buddhist friend is going to die
It’s all we ever know
He’s arranged the words
For you to say
Upon his dying day
The never-ending words
For you to say
Upon his dying day or two
You knew a Buddhist
I knew a Buddhist
We all knew Buddhists too
In time lifelong films
Rich picture rolled
Lifelong films
Of past times unfold
Your friend is coming by
That day
A slow opening cocoon
The butterfly
With dual wings
Emerged beneath
The blue sky
Amid the
Orchid meadow
Our lives of love
They never die
They never ever do
You know a Buddhist
I know a Buddhist
We all know Buddhists too
You know a Buddhist
I knew a Buddhist
We all know Buddhists do
From the Collection I Suppose You could Call It Country, available on Kindle
I know a Buddhist
Our friends know a Buddhist too
And then the meter reader called
The meter reader’s time unfolds
Your friend is going to retreat
My friend he retreated too
He took some time to find himself
And there he then he found you too
And there and then
He found you too
You know Buddhists
I know Buddhists
Our friends know Buddhists too
And then the text machine
Of mine I scrolled
The text machine
Of time unfolds
Your Buddhist friend is going to die
It’s all we ever know
He’s arranged the words
For you to say
Upon his dying day
The never-ending words
For you to say
Upon his dying day or two
You knew a Buddhist
I knew a Buddhist
We all knew Buddhists too
In time lifelong films
Rich picture rolled
Lifelong films
Of past times unfold
Your friend is coming by
That day
A slow opening cocoon
The butterfly
With dual wings
Emerged beneath
The blue sky
Amid the
Orchid meadow
Our lives of love
They never die
They never ever do
You know a Buddhist
I know a Buddhist
We all know Buddhists too
You know a Buddhist
I knew a Buddhist
We all know Buddhists do
From the Collection I Suppose You could Call It Country, available on Kindle
Wednesday, 8 August 2012
Donna Nook
If you still wonder why I
Say thank you
Then think on yesterday
Think on Donna Nook
The orchids
The meadows
The wobbly iron ladder
And the skeleton of a seal
Where otherwise
Would I have been
A computer screen
A television
A glass of lager
A cigarette
A sandwich
A stony single bed
And the no hope
Of another new deal
If then still you wonder
Think on nature’s riches
There instead
Two people holding hands and laughing
Three people
Each with a camera
With a photographic bent
And a moth
Straight out of its cocoon
Stories of
The beach edge watchtower
Cups of tea and scorecards
While practice bombs are dropped
From the Collection I Suppose You could Call It Country, available on Kindle
Tuesday, 7 August 2012
On the way of what to do
In these days of wondering
Days of wondering what to do
In these times of wondering
On the way to think of you
On the way to think
To think of what to do
So today the way
To blue skies and mountains
The way to spirits, souls
And stairways unleaden
Today the way to play
The way that children do
Without the wander
Or the wonder
Of the wandering wondering
Wandering & wondering
What to do
What to do
With the next few moments
The minutes and the hours
The days of country flowers
The seven steps to seek
That make up most my week
Seek out the moths
Sergei and stroganoff
The years of generations
Penetrations and separations
Of life lines into lifetimes
Take the pen
The paper and the pencil
Write down thoughts
Appropriate gestations
That may be met upon the spot
Past incarcerations
Or maybe not
From the Collection I Suppose You could Call It Country, available on Kindle
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