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Thursday, 28 August 2025

A gradual disappointment

Before I begin this poem I must tell you

I have just collected a letter

From the unable to deliver registered letter office


And now I am at the tyre repair shop

To see what they can do about the slow puncture

Which the nice man at the festival pointed out


Anyhow, back to the letter, I can tell

From the franking machine stamp that it is

From the masters course in the East of England


This I have already determined to be

One of those opportunities which I shall reject

I sent an email to that effect, yesterday


But it would be daft, wouldn't it

Not to take a look, to see once again

The times ahead that I am not now to share


Yet what purpose does that serve; what richness

Does it endow on my person or my personality

What regret is amplified, or stored for future use


I took the decision, not to go

Carefully, I weighed up the pro's and con's

Then, in the briefest single moment I chose no


The letter is still unopened

A part of me, perhaps the undiscovered artist

Would choose to see it simply gather dust


But I know myself better than that

And in this regard I think I know you

I will open the letter


But for now I have to have a new tyre