no place to turn
where silence
might be found
no light to burn
where ashes
might be ground
into the embers
of the bonfires
of the insanities
no place to scorn
where rowdiness
abounds
no sire so forlorn
where the doubt
so so stiffly surrounds us
Most days I would try to write a poem; it is a practice, as I suppose is meditation, or smiling, or watching the world go by
no place to turn
where silence
might be found
no light to burn
where ashes
might be ground
into the embers
of the bonfires
of the insanities
no place to scorn
where rowdiness
abounds
no sire so forlorn
where the doubt
so so stiffly surrounds us
all that talk
of where i failed
and still fail
all that smoke
and mirrors
to contradict the truth
pointing
in at least two directions
to deflect
so anointing
the one who was
appointed
with light
and ludicrous
paranoia
in st just
lost
looking for
the artist’s gallery
sat outside
the kings arms
with an old man
who made a living
with his art
sufficient
for food
on the table
and a roof
over their heads
thrown out
of his home
by his father
mother passing
his clothes out of the window
a traveller
throughout the kingdoms
he was a painter
in the realist
and impressionist styles
am i losing you
are we losing each other
is the distance between us
too far to bridge
i am fearful
of such a discovery
as I wander in the damp mist
of a Japanese garden
might you have forgotten
how much i need you
how uselessly alone
i will be on my own
it is true even if i say so
that i don’t deserve you
and that you may be happier
if you were without me
then i remember
the good times that we have
how on so so many occasions
we have helped each other smile
in search of silence
that is in departure
from society
where ones own self is the place
of curious calm
and wild wilful imagination
letting the past be the past
in glorious
flying fast formation
in search of love
that is the engagement
of the other
where both are at the grace
of togetherness
optimistic of advances
let the future be the future
in the beautiful
hands-held hesitations