Each time we meet
You bring something else
To beat me with
I can’t take much more
I do have to tell you
Most days I would try to write a poem; it is a practice, as I suppose is meditation, or smiling, or watching the world go by
Each time we meet
You bring something else
To beat me with
I can’t take much more
I do have to tell you
The shadow of the airflow
Across the chimney wall
As its origin rises over the radiator
Up into the window space
Could this be my nemesis
Or would that be somewhat darker
And do I even know what Jung means
When he asks me to find this
I really do not have a choice
The need is way too too deep within
Yet it continuously stirs to ask
Where am I then now
I have an inkling
That it would be good
To strip myself right back to the core
But how would I do such a thing
Would I have to give up
Family, friends, acquaintances
And what about the writing
Does that too have to be cast off
Along with the music and the movies
No more to hear Otis sing
Or to talk of past regrets
Also to forget about meditation
What goodness will this bring
To the new king without clothes
Neither a suitcase to pack them in
Take stock, of the wedding ring
You never had old lad
But don’t be sad, no not sad
Nod your head to cherishing
That would be a neat way
To conclude your drift
Two lads call in
Workmen perhaps
For a pint
A game of pool
Then outside
For a cigarette
Before racking up
Once more
I try
To think about romance
But nothing is forthcoming
Even though I’ve been in love
Many times over
Although
Then again
I never was a hustler
Teams of dry leaves
Are blown down the main road
As if on their way to the dust bowls
It is the drying, late winter wind
Which takes the warmth of the sun
To release the autumn from the vegetation
They have moved on as I have moved on
Both of us in search of somewhere
Which can only be found
In the quieter distance