It is as it is
The pain precludes sleep
The pain insists on waking
The pain pushes, or questions
All limits of mind and body
All extremes of love and loss
This is the first night
There will be others
Times, without sleep
Without mind, without love
Yet there will be meditation
In the middle of the night
Or at 03:39 to be precise
Not exactly on the dance floor
Though we could be flying out
To some villa in Tuscany for a wedding
Most days I would try to write a poem; it is a practice, as I suppose is meditation, or smiling, or watching the world go by
Saturday, 30 November 2019
Friday, 29 November 2019
Savour
The only thing
Which is either deep
Or significant
In that last but one piece
Are the sloping margins
Which I believe are there through
A potent mixture
Of doubt plus a pinch of ecstasy
Doubt; because it was
Because it is, because
It most certainly may be, because
Most likely, it always bloody well will be
Ecstasy
Well once you have been there
You have been there haven’t you
No more to say than that
Oh what a mixture though
A veritable bacon and brown sauce of a taste
A definitive modus operandi
For the blessed as also for the cursed
Which is either deep
Or significant
In that last but one piece
Are the sloping margins
Which I believe are there through
A potent mixture
Of doubt plus a pinch of ecstasy
Doubt; because it was
Because it is, because
It most certainly may be, because
Most likely, it always bloody well will be
Ecstasy
Well once you have been there
You have been there haven’t you
No more to say than that
Oh what a mixture though
A veritable bacon and brown sauce of a taste
A definitive modus operandi
For the blessed as also for the cursed
Thursday, 28 November 2019
Carpet Covered With Flies
The fly disturbs the silence
More so
Now that the fan of the fire
Is no more
The two minds of the mind
Claim the silence
One is ok with solemnity
One is not so so sure
The curtains are closed
Closing the window
Cuts out the wind noise
A giant spider appears
It raises within me
Such hypersensitivity
That I now hear music
As if in the very walls
As if also out in the dead of night
Did then the spider eat the fly
Or did it die
As all of those others had before it
More so
Now that the fan of the fire
Is no more
The two minds of the mind
Claim the silence
One is ok with solemnity
One is not so so sure
The curtains are closed
Closing the window
Cuts out the wind noise
A giant spider appears
It raises within me
Such hypersensitivity
That I now hear music
As if in the very walls
As if also out in the dead of night
Did then the spider eat the fly
Or did it die
As all of those others had before it
Wednesday, 27 November 2019
Obligations
A rugby match
Between Exeter
And some place in France
A wild windy Saturday
When the English
Were expected to win
I did go to a game in Bodmin
Or was it Truro
Something to do with work
Corporate entertainment
Turning out to support the cause
I think you stayed home
Which maybe
Is where you are now
Although you too
Could be turning out
Also for the cause
As you might well say
Between Exeter
And some place in France
A wild windy Saturday
When the English
Were expected to win
I did go to a game in Bodmin
Or was it Truro
Something to do with work
Corporate entertainment
Turning out to support the cause
I think you stayed home
Which maybe
Is where you are now
Although you too
Could be turning out
Also for the cause
As you might well say
Tuesday, 26 November 2019
Be
The enclosures of silence
Umpteen walls, floors
Doors, corridors
Take us to and from
The rooms of solemn being
It is dusk as I walk
From the restaurant
Where they have wi-fi access
Why in this half-light
Do I feel so empowered
So smitten
By the castle like stone
As if I was
In that other-worldly place
Of all knowing, of all being
Ever so serious
In a space I call:
Peace, truth, beauty, love
For I know
No better words
Umpteen walls, floors
Doors, corridors
Take us to and from
The rooms of solemn being
It is dusk as I walk
From the restaurant
Where they have wi-fi access
Why in this half-light
Do I feel so empowered
So smitten
By the castle like stone
As if I was
In that other-worldly place
Of all knowing, of all being
Ever so serious
In a space I call:
Peace, truth, beauty, love
For I know
No better words
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