The arm shakes, involuntarily
The physiotherapist said that was a good sign
The nerves apparently beginning to feel again
And it is true
All down the length
From shoulder to fingertip
I can hear both pain and communication
As though there are new awakenings
In spontaneous conversation
Yet the words struggle
To pass around the elbow
Formed into a right angle
By the modernist chair
Also, as if to act
As a brake on the traffic
On any other day
I would stand up
And do my exercises
Most days I would try to write a poem; it is a practice, as I suppose is meditation, or smiling, or watching the world go by
Tuesday, 29 May 2018
Monday, 28 May 2018
Exhibit A
And so I have to learn
The language of conversation
I have to negotiate
When and how to speak
And how to listen
In a meaningful, mindful way
I complimented you on the breakfast
Though I think you asked me
I tell you of the Tate being on changeover
But you say yes, you have looked already
And anyway it is a long way to St Ives
I ask, then what does the day hold in store
You say that there are lots of things
That you still have to do
And so I learn
The language of conversation
I negotiate
When and how to speak
And how always to listen
In a meaningful, mindful way
The language of conversation
I have to negotiate
When and how to speak
And how to listen
In a meaningful, mindful way
I complimented you on the breakfast
Though I think you asked me
I tell you of the Tate being on changeover
But you say yes, you have looked already
And anyway it is a long way to St Ives
I ask, then what does the day hold in store
You say that there are lots of things
That you still have to do
And so I learn
The language of conversation
I negotiate
When and how to speak
And how always to listen
In a meaningful, mindful way
Sunday, 27 May 2018
Look, Look Out, All Day Long
The vast view
For the long time
The shaking lens
Of joy and fear
The afternoon sleep
And the middle
Of the night writing
The lost for words
And the found
For words
You see
The left arm
Wavers in excitement
As the right brain
Conjures up
Another brush-stroke
For the long time
The shaking lens
Of joy and fear
The afternoon sleep
And the middle
Of the night writing
The lost for words
And the found
For words
You see
The left arm
Wavers in excitement
As the right brain
Conjures up
Another brush-stroke
Saturday, 26 May 2018
Chosen, Not By Chance
The waves slow down
Soften their landing
The afternoon rolls on
Is this the work of the moon
And if I slept
For I can’t say that I did
If I slept
Was that to dream of the moon
If I did sleep
I slept to the sound of the waves
And so indeed
I did sleep to the work of the moon
Yet this was no natural sleep
Not a sleep
Which by chance came upon me
As I sat in my chair
No, this was a purposeful affair
With bed, and duck down duvet
Plumped up Egyptian cotton pillows
And the sounds of Gregorian chanting
Soften their landing
The afternoon rolls on
Is this the work of the moon
And if I slept
For I can’t say that I did
If I slept
Was that to dream of the moon
If I did sleep
I slept to the sound of the waves
And so indeed
I did sleep to the work of the moon
Yet this was no natural sleep
Not a sleep
Which by chance came upon me
As I sat in my chair
No, this was a purposeful affair
With bed, and duck down duvet
Plumped up Egyptian cotton pillows
And the sounds of Gregorian chanting
Friday, 25 May 2018
To Transcend
I read of transcendence
I write of transcendence
All around me
I have the search for transcendence
Or did we call it transmission
Or was transference our chosen word
Either way
Gather the days of our transcendence
Yet only now, here in the here and the now
Am I able to discover the truth
I read of transcendence
I write of transcendence
All around me
I go along with the search for transcendence
Or as we now call it transmission
Or did we say transference was our word
And in that way
Those were to be days, of the transcendence
I write of transcendence
All around me
I have the search for transcendence
Or did we call it transmission
Or was transference our chosen word
Either way
Gather the days of our transcendence
Yet only now, here in the here and the now
Am I able to discover the truth
I read of transcendence
I write of transcendence
All around me
I go along with the search for transcendence
Or as we now call it transmission
Or did we say transference was our word
And in that way
Those were to be days, of the transcendence
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