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Tuesday, 22 July 2025

Inculcate

It is lunchtime

I have been out

To take a few photographs

Looking at the mist and trees

The small fruit and the fallen leaves


I am back indoors

The radiator keeps me warm

And Poppy Ackroyd’s immersive mix

Keeps my minds attention

Focussed on the lightness of touch


Using the IKEA wooden boxes “knagglig"

For speaker stands has worked a treat

Although I am considering yoga blocks

As an alternative, to allow the boxes

Once more to be used for art material storage



Monday, 21 July 2025

Calculate

To wonder

How to reach

Beyond here and now


Yes

How to go

Into time


Those thirteen hours

Between your time

And my time


Or those

Fifteen-thousand- one - hundred and twenty

Back to the last time


Imagine

All of that time

Without you


Work it out for yourself

The numbers

Are the easy part



Sunday, 20 July 2025

Projectile

When do we stop doing those things

Which we felt to be so important in the moment

Those activities begun with such enthusiasm

Having found an apparent sense of purpose

Only to find out, days or months later

That the intensity has faded, replaced

Or so I suppose by another, new infatuation



Saturday, 19 July 2025

I or U

I am clumsy, awkward

Undistinguished

Yet I write

Partly to overcome these failings

But also

As a celebration of my past

My memories

My good times

Which you can’t possibly share

Yet you might have empathy

For aren’t we all, a little

Clumsy, awkward

Undistinguishable



Friday, 18 July 2025

Calendar Research

Bright, seriously bright

Winter sunlight

That might set fire

To the dried leaves

If they weren’t so frosty


And of course

The son does cherish my soul

As I hope also for you

On this early December morning

The second Thursday as it happens


What kind of business would it be

If we could not lift ourselves

Out of the doubt of darkness

Into the sprinkled sunshine

Of a day to imagine



Thursday, 17 July 2025

Studious

The radiators

Each one

Warm

At its selected time


Such is the wonder

Of automation

Fuzzy logic

And Nyquist diagrams


Lest I forget

Machine code

And Basic

As my way of life


I did learn

And understand

I did apply

Negative feedback


Was I in control

I wouldn’t say so

And neither would you

In contemporaneous accounts



Wednesday, 16 July 2025

Changeable

There is a frost

In my garden

But also

In your life


How can I

A simple chap

Learn to thaw

In this moment


Or those other times

When I brought

The low temperatures

Into our life


Quite a conundrum

Don’t you think

Trying to be here and now

In the then and there



Tuesday, 15 July 2025

Xit

Rain and sun

And blue-black sky

Turn onto the new lane

On your way to the new road


We will drift apart

It is inevitable

How many nights of appassionato can sustain us

How many did before


A cold spell is on the way

What preparations should I make

What will you have in mind

Perhaps for suggestions


Will we drift apart

Is it inevitable

How many days of commonwealth can maintain us

How many did before



Monday, 14 July 2025

Jocular

His shoes have yellow laces

She wants to dance in summer frocks

In this style they head off to the races

With little worry for their turning clocks



Sunday, 13 July 2025

Provisions

Thirty-six years later

Swedish Krisprolls in the cupboard

Port Salut cheese in the fridge

Two computers and a stereo in the sitting room


Thirty-seven, the first time of moving

The following year, a first trip to the supermarket

Yet the wine, the chilled white wine

Lost itself along the way


Psychologically, not physically

In the sort of depth of a passion

Towards, or away from, a profession or career

No, or yes, in that sense it was white wine


Do I read too much into your physicality

To replace fable with reality

Only I know, though I do do try

To let others in, on some of the goings on



Saturday, 12 July 2025

Inside Outside

From meditation

Through to lunch

With hardly a break

For doing good

Or helping anyone

But myself


Then

And only then

While cooking sausages

I decided to take a photograph

Of the sunlit trees

And the fields, covered in mist


Which means a few steps

Down the garden path

Towards the compost bin

Whose lid had been dislodged

And whose repair

Left lunch rather well done